"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
5 more days to Singapore's 40th birthday. And me, being one of the patriotic citizen of Singapore cant stop singing national day songs for the past few days. Heh. *grins*
Shit lar. National day will never be the same again. Sick of tertiary life la. No music lesson. No half day. No proper national day celebration. Even the people around me are not the same, as in they dont quite like singing national day songs, except for Mirah la.
I still remember last year or issit sec three. After mass run, we had the national day celebration in the hall. Me and Syamilah was singing every single national day songs with all our might. All the juniors were like staring at us. But we just heck care and carried on. We had so much fun.
Gosh.
I REALLY MISS NUR SYAMILAH SAIDI AND DELPHINE TAN. SO BADLY. I MISS THEIR COMPANY LIKE HELL. I miss laughing our heads off. I miss going to school and going home with Delphine. I miss to exchange pinches with Syamilah.
*wailing real hard*
I miss secondary school lah. Every single bits of it. I miss wearing school uniforms. I miss wearinig white canvas shoes. I miss the school hall. I miss assemblies. I miss going for Malay class. I miss Mrs Low and her music lessons. I miss the classrooms. I miss the whole 4e3 getting detentions when we were found staying in class during recess. I miss my 4e3 mates. I miss the malay class gang. I miss the 'sebut' times. I miss my 2e5 girls. Going to npcc with them. I still remember when Sharifah and Nani's gang composing their own song.
"Aku merenung kepada matamu sayang. Mencari bukti kesilapanku terhadapmu. Yang membuat kau sedih melihat wajahku menangis depanmu. Apa sudah kita tidak berkasih lagi, janganlah engkau meninggalkan diriku sayang. Aku mencintaimu,selalu, hingga akhir hayat nanti. Ku tak peduli...apa terjadi...hatiku pedih...dah dilukai...Kau berjalan...bersendiri...meninggalkanku di memori. Siang malam aku menitis air mata semenjak kau berkata kita berpisah. Aku mencintaimu, selalu, hingga akhir hayat nanti..."
Something like that. Siak ah, i still knows how the tune of the song goes sia. Hahaha. They kept on singing during that period and i can still imagine their voice in my ears right now. Hah. I MISS HURAIZAH!
I miss all those times. Every single bits of memories in secondary school are still so fresh in my mind.
Of courselah, polytechnic life is fun too. Giggling friends around and everything. But its never the same. Will never be the same.
Gosh. I should stop being too carried away with my feelings. Stupid siak. What is past is past lah Izzah.
Meanwhile...
CANT WAIT TO GO TO THE TRIP TO MR WILLY WONKA'S FACTORY THIS SATURDAY. YIKES!!
HORH.
Okey queen meanie-meanie got to go. Love you babies.
super kawaii :D
